Ok, here I am sitting here in front of the TV going nuts! Literally, going NUTS! I have been sick since Monday, and I have a new boss sitting at work trying to figure things out, but I don't think he is doing to well. I have been called a couple of times since I was out, had to correct the test backups. Had got several comments from others about things not so good and many people are missing me already. I don't know what is going to happen in this process.
So, I am sitting here trying to study, checkout some new software, try and figure out a game plan for next week, and figure out what kind of damage I am going in on Monday to see. I hope that I can go at least 80% tomorrow or else I will have problems.
Missed talking to my fiance' last night. Man, that still feels weird saying that I have a fiance'! It isn't a bad feeling, but it is weird. I terribly miss her every single day. I can't believe how lonesome I am. It was bad enough before I met her, hell it has been bad enough since I was 9 or 10, but this is about hundred times worse. I MUST find some work that will support us soon, when this facade breaks, it isn't going to be good. I know I can keep it under control for a few months before my ability to mask my emotions buckles.
Anyway, that's all for now, until next time... May God Bless...
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